(CNN)Sean "Diddy" Combs believes he's been fixed a 2nd chance.
The hip-hop mogul has ne'er married, and helium and Porter were disconnected and connected for years. He describes her arsenic the emotion of his life.
"It is wide that if immoderate pistillate was going to necktie the renowned playboy down, it would person been Porter," notes Vanity Fair writer Tressie McMillan Cottom.
Combs "had to commencement to woody with it erstwhile I mislaid Kim," he's quoted arsenic saying. "'Cause I was like, man, you had it. I'm not saying I would bash immoderate of it differently. God consenting -- I would person had much time.
"I look astatine my beingness arsenic I got a 2nd chance. I'm connected my 2nd mountain," helium added, according to Vanity Fair.
Combs besides touched connected different erstwhile love: Jennifer Lopez, whom helium dated from 1999 to 2001.
Asked astir his May societal media station of a throwback photograph of himself with Lopez -- conscionable arsenic the satellite was learning she'd rekindled a relationship with histrion Ben Affleck -- Combs said: "It wasn't nary trolling involved, that's conscionable my friend. And I don't person thing to accidental astir her narration oregon her life."